5-5-07

life is full of suprises. surprising enough, I have a girl friend now.

are they......?

went over to my friend's place today , not the first time I've been there but the first time I went inside the house, and amazingly there is this display her parents collected for god knows how many years (at least more than 10 years according to my friend), looked just like something I created 10 years ago when I was doing graphic design! and I thought I was the one who came up with that unique idea without any references or influences whatsoever....... still can't believe it!
and just while writing this, jim carey (spelling?) was on letterman promoting his latest movie "23", and......! that is exactly what I've been doing all my life! the only difference is instead of "23", my number is "27"! ( of course I'm not 100% sure what the whole movie is about yet, just going by what jim carey was saying)
just too much of a coincidence!
or are they......?

14-2-07

sunny, hot, a bit windy. spent most of the afternoon with scully.
haven't see her for quite a while (feels like), and it was very nice to meet up with her again. went to radio after that to meet up with another friend- E.( he is currently going through a bad break up at the moment, somehow he still believes he has good chance of getting his girlfriend back while at the very moment she's actually overseas being with someone else......wish him all the luck)
P was working at radio tonight and M was there as well. always nice to see them.

it's 11:10pm right now, just got home not so long ago.
processed that single-use-camera which was sitting in my bag for as least the past eight months, most of the photographed people has already left this country......"those were the days my friend, we thought they'd never end......"
feeling a bit drunk at the moment already.

scully doesn't believe

was talking with scully just now, obviously she doesn't believe that it wasn't a weather balloon that crashed at roswell, new mexico in 1947......very disappointed in her......
yesterday, while drinking with T & G at summerville, I saw buffy!
buffy is back! but somehow it feels like she doesn't want to know me anymore.

change change change

the owner of that bar came back a couple of days ago, asked me to work on tuesday's day because according to him, he just can't help himself from "looking after me".
next day (tuesday) I turned up, and someone else is working my shift. again, the number how many times I don't even bother counting. but was I unhappy? not really, because I sort of expected it and I didn't want to work there behind the bar anyway, so thing actually worked out perfect for me. however having said that, he didn't pay me (again) for the two hours work I did that morning, as if his "thank you brother" can somehow pay my bills and put food on my table.
after that, went home to work on my web site, and tried not to think about how can I get by until next wednesday with $20 something dollars.... sometime during the afternoon the bar owner called again and asked me to work on that night because they are short of staff, not that I don't want the money, I need money, but that night I already have an appointment to meet up with someone for a potential freelance job (in design of course), so I said to him "sorry, I can't work tonight...", and as soon as I said that, he hang up on me.
where is the manner?
where is the respect?
I want to be as nice to others as possible because I would like to treated back the same,but unfortunately the world isn't as beautiful as I like it to be. sick and tired of being walked all over, sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. time for me to change.

m

m replied after I asked "are you still mad at me?" :
" you are my mortal enemy ."
oh well, as least I have one mortal enemy.

this is my friend's new identity

this is my friend's new identity: m
hope she / he is happy now.
are you happy now m ?