late again......

I gave myself a month deadline(end of this month, today) to finish building my site, and by the look of it I'm going to be late again...... one thing good about having no money is that I can stay home and totally focus on doing what has to be done, and funny enough I actually did more this month than when I was at uni last year. but of course the flip side of having no money is basically I can't really do nothing else but to stay home...it's enjoyable when I choose to stay home, and the feeling is totally different when I feel like I'm forced to..... the site is more than half done, really look forward to finish it and have it up load.
T called, talked about our first job.
J texted, asked whether I could work tomorrow at bar R, I replied "ok". it's actually very ironic that she asks me to go to work all the time after I've officially quit the job for almost 2 months, and when I was still working at the bar, they always cut off my shifts without even telling me......ironic, just like everything else in life.

buffy and spike

replied a 2 months late mail to buffy last night ,hope she is okay in canada. I think she'll be surprise if she comes back to summerville, almost everyone is gone....and it's not even half a year yet.....

it is always like this......

-whenever I want to be alone, everyone will start calling me out for birthdays farewells house-warmings or whatever, but whenever I feel like company, all of the sudden everyone is busy.

-eventhough people know I don't really like people coming over to my house, they still come over whenever they like, but whenever I feel like having someone over, they all say no.

-whenever I feel like drinking, everyone say they're trying to quit, but when I'm sick or struggling with money, all those people who were trying to quit and all those who don't usually drinks suddenly feel like drinking.

-people always call me up to go somewhere while I'm already somewhere having fun, but when I feel lonely, the phone never rings...

-whenever I really feel like talking to someone, no one answer their phone...

it is always like this......

whazzzzzap

it was kenneth's birthday yesterday...it's been almost 3 years already since he went back to singapore...wonder how he's going..."yo mon, whazzzzap?"
"one wild turkey & coke, one bacardi & coke, thanks."
"two beers thanks."
"four shots thanks."
"10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 ---------happy new year!"
......feels like it was just yesterday......

susan barbic is so smart

I have a friend called susan barbic, and she's so smart.

anna pham

anna pham looks......yummy.